After reading her blog ,
well she hates me very much ..
but i cant do anything.
its her choice to decide whether to be friend with me
the most horrible friend.
THE REASON WHY :
i post the worst or best friend on facebook ,
its because i feel i'm the worst friend
but friends around me says no.
i dont belive thats why decided the post that..
i do agree with her i'm a worst friend
Actually i feel like saying sorry to my "kaima"
i feel that i really owe her alot.
cause she spend lots of money and time on me since my parent
are having a fight ..
But words is just so hard to say ...
what i meant bout that 4years back case, when kaima call me and ask me do i introduce a guy name Jack or whatever.
Trying to cover for she i lied.
Since than seldom contact until half a year or months
Is not that i dont wanna belive her or anything ,
is that not long ago from now , a friend same school as her
saying that she is telling everyone that i lost my virginity
LUCKY it wasnt real , i was seriously just making stories ( i'm a story teller)
its super stupid to come out with this idea i know.
but i tested not only on her , but every friend of mine.
That proves the only true friend in my life is
Ashley , Jillian , Alyssa..
Now i'm telling the damn truth ,
Believe or not up to you ,
hate me go ahead.
Cause i did nothing,
i dont feel bad or anything
i take it as a lesson
emo nowaday ?? (NO)
because my true friends around me helped me , i didnt say she didnt help
whatever she wants to think i dont really wanna think
Memories (yeah alot)
but sometime i get treat like a doll
wear short pants , wear long pant , wear boots.
i didnt tell her cause i scare she would get angry ..
so sometimes i also did ask her to wear this wear that so its fair
Well since this friendship is over i guess no reason why i should be talking bout last time
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